Weirdness

Since my settlement in Egypt and a lot of ppl think that i’m dull, many others think that i’m weird…

they say i’m not outgoing at all in the beginning of knowing someone…i dunno if this is good or not…does this keeps awful characters from contacting? does this keep good characters from communicating…i just dont know…

my teachers always said i’m an example for the perfect student…though i dont get that excellent marks, what is the use lol…i will lost contact with them anyway

my character is complex, i always knew that…i react towards many ppl in an extreme way…extremely accepting, or extremely refusing…even if i found some good or bad sides from both sides…

this makes me sometimes befriend ppl who r good from the outside and really bad from the inside…

God be with you Ireland…God be with you my second mom…

2 Responses to Weirdness
  1. still breathing Reply

    i guess u r right…well, most if not all of us r complex.
    do u sometimes think ur reactions r motivated by lack of attention?
    do u lack attention?

  2. IRC President Reply

    the problem is i’m not an exam taker, i always have a considerable number of trivial wrong answers which just blow up the high marks and make it as normal as anyone else…while all the teachers and parents says: Hey u r genius, u must do better, u must study more and more…

    this pressurizing all over the years just made me lose the spirit in studying itself…but instead of being less-advising, they keep telling that i must be more and more and more of blah blah blah…

    it makes me suffer psychologically, i’m aware of that…but when i tell them how frustrated i become everytime they tell me these advices while i’m just gathered the spirit to study, they think that i’m a playful teen who gets upset easily with parental advice and all this blah blah…

    the usual dilemma of Parental Care vs Children Rebel…

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