What do you want to change here?

That was the main concept here in paradigm shifters.. how to make life better. that was the most attractive thing here clearly we’re all depressed we all know that we’re drowning as a country, some of us went a little far and said we drowned already and that hope we’re talking about is just a dream
Irc and I had a little chat about those things we wanna fix or displace from Egypt astonishingly it wasn’t that much we thought it would be
it’s hard and sometimes complicated and so ideal but still conceivable

For me it’s all about the way we manage concepts,, whatever you discuss try not to loose the optimistic spirit.. here i’m not talking about the pinky world i’m just talking about HOPE.. try to keep some hope in your heart of a whole new Egypt, and a whole new you

P.S, i’m passing the question to you,what do you want to change here ? ok that was about things you want to change in Egypt, now reread the question again and tell me What do you want to change here? in you!!

another P.S, as Irc started to post in Arabic which made me really happy. i think we gonna post in Arabic for a while


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Hope vs Black days

Today I went home, I met my kiddy cousins as I always like to call them. I saw their some of their art works in the entrance when I arrived. So happy I became…

I saw lanterns, suns, water, happy children…I wonder how can the world is not able to destroy such a beauty, such innocence, such purity.

I see through them, and by them, some renewable hope, happiness in their warm hug.

Listening to All By Myself from the beautiful Céline Dion, and I remember…I remember…I remember…

Are the kids so much better? I really see that…


How many times did you wish that you are an invisible person, swimming in the sea of people with no possibility of being noticed, in the positive or negative side. Imagine how free you will be…
No one will ever criticize you, no one will laugh at you. The absolute freedom vs the absolute solitude. You sing loudly with no one caring, getting out all your emotions, all your suffer, all your pain, all your happiness, all your joy. Jumping, dancing, screaming…Everything is for free, no cost.

Is it really for no cost…

Everything has its bad sides you know. You will miss care, love, the shoulder to cry on…Lonliness…Fear…

Can you just balance the two before it is too late, to stabilize your character, to reform your internal stability, to control your head. The human will is so powerful when fully used. You can say goodbye to anything, you can commit to anything. You can live with anything, you can let go of anything…The fabulous human will which changes one’s self 180 degrees then sometimes to another 180 degrees, going back in the same road.

Immortality of ideas…

Creed and thoughts…

While I’m listening to Creed:

Hello my friend. We meet again
It’s been a while. Where should we begin?
Feels like forever
Within my heart are memories of perfect love that you gave to me
Oh, I remember
When you are with me, I’m free, I’m careless, I believe
Above all the others, we’ll fly. This brings tears to my eyes
My sacrifice

We’ve seen our share of ups and downs
Oh, how quickly life can turn around in an instant
It feels so good to reunite within yourself and within your mind
Let’s find peace there

I just want to say hello again

My sacrifice

hmph… Memories


People attach to other people, and sometime people attach to values, meanings…

Because meanings do not die, they are not teard upon becuase they are not buried or killed. Values are not perfortated…

But, the price must be paid, people can’t love an idea, can not touch it, while in the mean time, loved people die, can get away, while you cry for their departure…

Equation? Equivalent terms? God bless mothers who lost their kids…

New Nuclear Era

Egypt officials announced that Egypt will enter the era of Nuclear energy after decades of waiting for it. I don’t know what are the reasons for this acceptance, or let me say debating from the Egyptian government, and what is more astonishing the international, let me say, happiness by this project. USA, and then comes France? What are the reasons? Nothing.

Is there something disasterous planned against us? Is there any hygienic hazard from this project? Will it be in Sinai? There are many things we don’t know and probably we won’t know about this government. And again we are not doing anything.

Must we wait until we die from radiation to move? What if a disaster happens? The problem here is that the disaster will not be narrow ranged, it might affect the whole country.

God save this country. Egypt prevails.


More flamenco music…feeling excited, cool, though I used to feel awful in the beginning of any academic year, like anyone would do. I don’t feel it this year. Maybe because one my major depressing factors when away? Gone with with wind? Maybe, I just love it this way. Less depression, life is more appealing. Away from psyhcopathics, idiots…:D I think I will imitate the role of Voice of London (V for Vendetta) soon enough.

Reviewing people

Currently listening to some flamenco guitar music I didn’t listen to for a while. I don’t know why music always make me think about the past, my momories.

Strange people entered my life, while till now I didn’t figure out there attitude. Came and gone without any mark in my life. The only lesson I learnt is that many things happen, telling us not to ask, questioning our ability to overcome curioisity. Though now and then I still try to analyze, to figure out while things went this way. What makes me feel not disappointed, is that everytime I think about it, I realize a new thing, a new experience. The thing I always believe in, the value of realization.

Certain people, occupy some place in my heart, although I did suffer a lot from their cruelty or ignoring, I don’t know why. They are not one or two, they are many. Many say I’m a cool character, others say the opposite, I have no problem with this. The problem is when they say so behind my back, and what makes me more furious, when they complain that others do the same thing, disgusting, is it not?


Every one of us in a way or another love music. Music exists in all kinds, producing all kinds of emotions. For me, sometimes a certain music explodes some stream of emotions inside me, filling me with all kinds of feelings. Happiness…sadness…hatred…love…How unstable my state becomes, my eyes become so full of tears.

These kinds are only music, no words, just melodies. They strike me as if I am a random canon food being blown up in the air…Changing directions randomly in the air…Changing my shape every moment…seeking internal stability.

How can music be so powerful like this? I even read that music composed by Mozart raises the IQ of the listener. Can music be so good to change the characters of us? Producing more respecting human beings, lessen violence in our society? Researchers must use these magical effects of music to improve humanity as a whole; it can be a science I guess. “Long live music”…


Sadly i was in that situation agian, forgive me saso.. i used to get confused each time i find myself in that situation, sometimes i feel a completly hatred towards someone hurted me badly and just decide not totalk to her/him just to find myself in that silly situation of forgive me .. i simply do that

It isn’t an angelic attitude i’m too far from that, but can’t stand loosing a friend for a stupid sorry which won’t mend any hurt anyway, it’s just that way to me who you are to me comes before how deep you hurted me. so i just forget about it when you were a close and dear one to me, while i don’t drop it with people not that important for me

It’s like a scale i just put those things make me drop that whole thing against things might make me not, so it isn’t about the apology itself i may forget without apology at all if she/he was a close one to me

People i’m not to say be an angel, but just don’t let people you love go, keep them even if you had to disclaim a little right which is that useless apology. life is to short to waste on these things, and i just want to live it in a mind peace.


Such a word, how many great things happened in our world
for the sake of appreciation? How was this word the motivation for many great works? All of us always expect a word of thanking, gratitude, in short, appreciation after any good act made by us. I guess it is one of the most beautiful things on Earth, the feeling of being appreciated, maybe even more powerful than love itself.

Speaking of the other side, the negative side of appreciation. Talking about ignoring others, killing them. Many people are destroyed mentally from the first sign of non-appreciation. When we talk about some jobs depending on appreciation, the perfect example is writers. There are many other examples like musicians, actors and many others. They must be appreciated. This destruction usually leads to mental non-curable disturbance. The examples previously mentioned are the most obvious examples of negative appreciation. Once it happens, they are destroyed instantly.

Now let’s think about other minor examples, minor in appearance, but not in importance. The non-appreciated mother, father. These people give and give for no return, some internal stability keeping them from being destroyed. Keeping them giving and giving even if it is only from their point of view. Talking about dumped lovers for no reason. The list can go on for a while.

Imagine if one word of appreciation, let it be thanks, have been told to them every now and then. Imagine how many people would be happy for only this free word. Imagine if you gave up your ego a little bit and give a word of appreciation. For the humankind happiness, see what a noble idea you are working for? Imagine the happiness you will feel after an act like this?

I say thank to every person who made me the character I’m now. I say thanks to every community I joined for developing myself to the better. I thank my mother and father for supporting me even if it was by means of opposing me from their point of view. Thanks for my friends and for my so-called friends for you taught me how life can be. And finally, thanks Bassem Sabry for the Paradigm Shift idea evolution.

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